Family matters

Huh???Is it really happening?!!It's actually 2 years since i last posted anything on my blog!hah!!Well too many things had happened during the last 2 years..My engagement to my beloved on May 2009, my trip to Redang/Perhentian Island, and my grandfather passing just before Ramadhan this year...and countless others that had happened. But anyway, I'll try updating once in a while..(Evil inner voice: "Yeah rite gie, let's see how long u would last this time..haha")..

This year, raya was not as happening as the years before..I dunno, maybe the fact that our family lost my grandfather before Ramadhan dampen the raya spirit a bit. But, we still celebrate as usual..my mom made the nasi himpit, daging rendang, ayam (i'm not sure what kind off cooking done, but it's still finger-licking good)..My mom had never let us down when it comes to cooking (our size is proof enuff!!heheh)..

My dad renovated the house a bit..made it bigger, since his gonna get 3 son/daughter in law this year...

Got together with many of family members this raya..and snapped a family piccah from mother's side..this is not the entire family though..i have a very big family, and loving it!

My grandfather passing made me thinking of few things..of how precious the people around you are..n i snapped a lot of pics of my family this year, feeling afraid of losing yet another a loved ones. And it shaken me  up a bit when my grandma said that i snapped lots of pics with her coz im afraid that she'll die soon..yeah, she's not someone who beats around the bushes. It hurts to see her suffering without my grandfather, sometimes saw her silent tears, and it made me wonder, what will we do if it ever happens to us in the future?

Count your blessings!

Wow..it's been a while since i last posted on my blog..
been quite bz (yeah rite!)..
celebrated my birthday last week..the day which everyone should count their blessings..
why?well..as for me..these are the reasons;

1) I got to live another year, alhamdulillah, Allah blessed me with a good life last year..and hopefully i will get many few years to live after this..amiinnn..not to forget, this is the day to reflect all the things i've done the previous year..(opss..looks like most of my goals are yet to be achieved..*sigh)

2) It is during birthdays that i realize, i have soo many ppl that cares about me.i kept getting birthday wishes and messages that day, and gifts as well! mAde me feel really special, and important!heh heh..im a VIP!! it really touched my heart actually, to be remembered, eventhough sometimes, i forgot to return the wish to the person on her/his birthday.Arigato minna san!Love u all!promised myself to wish my family n frens on their birthday..

3) it is the time to enjoy the day!afterall, it is the day you were borne!so, no matter how bz, do something..if not, do a belated celebration. as for me, usually i will just go for a very nice meal, with friends, or my loved one, and have a nice time. This year, i spent it with my friends, at Kenny Rogers, and eventhough it is more of a "breaking fast" reunion dinner. Still, it was a merry, happy2 time!ureshikatta!!

4)..err..shud be more than 3 reasons to be happy on birthdays..but cudnt think of any rite now..so just add to the list urself k? ;-)

To those celebrating their birthdays..Happy birthday!! Pamper yourself on this special day..afterall, it YOUR day!

Memories

Are memories bad??

Not all rite?

Sometimes, what we did, or what had happened to us in the past make us a better person.

Missing your past?

Sometimes i do. Sometimes, i miss the people i had around me in the past. I'm sure u've been the too..Missing the Loved ones that been gone (but not forgotten), ex-boyfriends/girlfriends, long-lost friends and so one. Everyone has at least someone to miss.

Earlier today, I suddenly remember someone that been put away in "memory segment". The special place in my head, where i'll visit sometimes, whether consciously, or just suddenly. And i wonder how that person is doing, and feeling like asking; how ru, how's life, ru happy?

Sometimes, we think of the people of our past, remembering them, missing them, and after that, we tuck that person back to where he/she belongs..in the past..in Memories....until the next time..

P/S: I know i'm not making much sense,but i guess at least it makes me feel better. :)

My lovely friend's wedding :D

Wow..
it's been some time since i last posted anything in this blog.
Been quite bz with work. Nothing really interesting happened nway, except for my good fren's wedding, which makes me really envious, coz she looks so beautiful and sweet in her wedding dress!!

It was really nice experience actually, this wedding. my fren & i help around, and i sticked by her during the "akad nikah"..and later, we took photos together at the "pelamin".

I really gonna miss my single fren, she's going away to Miri soon to join her husband, and i wish her happiness, and best of luck..May they always be blessed, insyaAllah.

Picture: Siti & Zazimi

Taken by: Me!=)

Stubborn Head!!

19/11/06
Went to visit my bro last weekend. Well, everytime i went to see him, i was unprepared for the emotion that wash over me, watching him working hard behind the counter. And everytime, my heart will say.."He should be studying, enjoying college rite now!"..But there he was, working his butt off to support himself.
Nope..don't get me wrong. It's not that my parents didn't send him to college or anything, but being a rebellious teenager he is, he insist on "BEING INDEPENDENT" and that means quitting college, bought a ticket from kuching to KL (and let my parents know AFTER he landed here), and end up working behind a counter, a waiter u might say, and keep chanting "MaseMase" to the customer (and he doesn't even know what it means!I suppose it's actually "Sumimasen" - meaning excuse me in Japan). I wish i cud put some sense into his stubborn head, but it's useless as he is determine to have his way. And oh, not to forget, "Maybe i'll go home in 5 years time", that what he said.
Urghh!!it's frustating. I feel like shouting " U FOOL!!U'RE WASTING UR LIFE!!!Go home and finish ur college (he has only 1 semester left to finish!), and then u can do anything u want to ur life!".
Well, det's all for now..i feel much better, letting that out of my chest. Anyone up for kickboxing, let me know. Looking for a punchbag right now..
Heh..just kidding

Aku yang "skema"

8/11/06
Hai!Anyone feeling lucky today??huhu..definitely not me.
Sebenarnya, saya agak kelam-kabut pagi ni. Almaklum, tiap-tiap hari naik lrt, kemudian menunggu komuter (yang selalu sangat delay, menyebabkan saya sering lambat!), dan kemudiannya naik van ke ofis. Kebetulan pula, hari ini Komuter tiba lewat..sangat lewat, menyebabkan saya "miss" van pukul 8.10 ke ofis. Jadinya, saya terpaksa naik van 8.30, padahal waktu pejabat saya sudah pun bermula ketika itu..hmm..
Dan persoalan yang sama bermain di minda saya..Perlukah saya berpindah rumah??
Maka, buah fikiran saya pun berdialog sesama sendiri..
"Ala..ko pindah jeee..kan senang..tak payah bangun awal sangat tiap-tiap hari. tambah campur tolak semua, sama je kosnya berulang-alik kl-subang dengan menyewa di subang".
"Tapi..kalau pindah..nanti tak bes..takde housmate kamceng" (Saya kenal housemate saya sejak di universiti dahulu)..
"Lagipun..nanti tiap-tiap pagi kena naik bas mini sbb takde transport, dan tak ade lesen!"
Dan kesimpulan yang dibuat oleh fikiran saya..
"Hmm..kalau camtu..nanti-nantila kau pikir"
Heh..Sesiapa ada cadangan??

Buka Puasa @ Secret Recipe

Hi all, my name is sleepy.

huhu..i'm so bored rite now..
This is what happens when the call volume is low.
I'll be practically snoring at my desk. Ops..watch out for the boss!!hehe

Anyway, last nite i had so much fun!
My department organized a buka puase together (eventho only 4 of us breaking the fast), at Secret Recipe. NICE!Realy loved it. I ordered Thai Fried Rice, together with chocolate milk shake (yummy!!) and of course, Secret Recipe's Cake!(What's the point going there without eating the cake rite?) I ordered Chocolate Banana Cake, which was fab!

We had a nice chit-chat, and got to know each other in a less formal condition, and guess what, i just discovered one of my colleague has a twin sister!Really interesting huh?
(Wish i cud have twin children one day ;) ).

Wish we snapped some pics for the outing. Noone's brough their camera. Sigh..
Anyway, my nice colleagues gave me a cute "Octopus" as a gift for my recent birthday. They even sang me a birthday song! Thank you guys!!U guys rock!! :D

Wish (again) i have a camera..wanna show u guys the lil fella octopus, and kerokeropi (this one is given by my bf).. They are super cute!

Btw, my dad is in miri now, and he urged to go back to sarawak and work in Miri. Err..hmm..i'll give it a thought dad..maybe..

Ramadhan Tanpa Ninek

Ramadhan datang lagi..

Entah kenapa aku terasa sayu jer ramadhan tahun ni..
Mungkin inilah puasa yang pertama dilalu tanpa seorang insan yang kupanggil "ninek".
Dan raya tahun ini juga, jika dipanjangkan umurku untuk melaluinya, adalah raya pertama tanpa ninek.

Mengenang kembali zaman bulan puasa dahulu, semasa ninek masih ada upaya, ninek selalu membuat rempah ratus yang kami di sarawak namakan "mumbu pedas". Gunanya mumbu pedas ini adalah untuk membuat bubur pedas, sejenis lauk yg dibuat daripada campuran pelbagai bahan seperti daun kunyit, pucuk ubi, pucuk singkil, rebung, udang, dan tidak ketinggalan kulit lembu yang sudah dibakar seperti arang, yg kemudiannya dikikis, direbus sehingga lembut, dan dihiris halus-halus. Tidak lupa juga suhun (yang macam bihun, tapi lebih halus dan lembut) serta sejenis bahan (maaf, saya lupa namanya) yang berwarna kuning, dibuat daripada soya, dan slalunya mesti direndam hingga lembut dahulu barulah boleh dimasukkan dalam masakan. Dan yang paling penting!mesti ada mumbu pedas buatan ninek untuk membuatnya..Hmm..Memang sedap!!kalau Maria Tengku Sabri makan mesti suka! (^-^)

Selain bubur pedas, ninek suka sekali membuat kuih-muih di bulan mulia ini. Selalunya, ninek akan membuat agak banyak, untuk disedekahkan kepada masjid untuk "morey" (jamuan kecil selepas tarawikh) dan untuk diberi kepada anak-anaknya (makcik-makcik dan pakcik saya) yang tinggal sekampung. Begitulah ninek, kalau masak sesuatu, tidak pernah lupa akan anak-anaknya yang lain.Pasti ada saja lauk yang dihantar kepada kaum keluarga tidak kira bila, sama ada semasa Ramadhan, ataupun di lain waktu.

Sewaktu ninek sudah hilang upaya untuk membuat itu ini seperti kebiasaannya, ninek masih juga berusaha sedaya-upayanya untuk berpuasa. Terkadang sayu hatiku melihat keadaannya yang uzur, tetapi ketabahan dan kesungguhannya membuatkan aku begitu kagum dengan ninek.

Kepada arwah Ninek, serta datukku (yang juga akan dipanggil "ninek" sekiranya beliau masih hidup), semoga Allah mencucurkan rahmat-NYA kepada mereka. Semoga mereka bersama orang-orang yang beriman.

Kepada diriku sendiri, serta umat Islam yang masih hidup, marilah kita bersama-sama menginsafi diri. Siapa tahu, mungkin ini adalah Ramadhan terakhir kita.

Sleepiness - A trend

Why oh why..I'm forever SOOO sleepy??
Nahh..don't give me that crap about "u need to exercise more"..or "u need more sleep"..
coz i don't think so..
U see..i go to gym 2-3 times a week, work out for at least an hour, and after going to the spa & steam (at the gym), then only i go home.
And i always go to sleep at 12, wake up at 6, and go to work at 6.40.
forgot something..i will have a spoon of honey before i go.

On the way..
(LRT, KTM, and Van)
Sleep!
that is, if i manage to grab a seat.
And if not, i'll be a lil bit moody..hahahhaha

At the office..
Glass of milk (LOW FAT milk)
Cereal

Oh ya..dont gimme the crap bout milk making u sleepy either.
it's low fat milk for Godsake.
The fat in the milk already removed..so shudnt make me sleepy laa

hmm..
conclusion?
MIne is simply this: I'M NOT A MORNING PERSON!

p/s: u've just wasted ur time reading this crap i wrote..heheh ;p

Rozie's A Series of Unfortunate Events Part 1

I'm having a headache...
coz i broke my specs!huwaaaaaaaaaaaa

I was at odie's house for his engagement...
in the room, with ratna, when i took out my specs,
and put it on..
suddenly...crack!
GONE! It's gone!Just like det!
excuse me..not really gone as in silap mata yer..
but it is now broken nonetheless..
and im practically blind.

it saddened me a lil actually..
coz i bought that specs with my sweetie.
back then, we were actually still in the process of getting to know each other..
already a couple, but still shy2 one, still "control2", not really comfortable in our own skin at that time (compared to now).

wow..that was TWO years back..
hmm..yes..it's time to change to new specs already.
ive been putting this off for few months already, but it seems that the time has come for me, to change to a new specs.
haaa..what kinda specs i wanna get ya?
hehe..thinking of "cikgu" spec..
like the frame..eventho it's gonna make me look like a nerdy.
contact lenses?
nahhhh...
tried it before..painful for my eyes..
better stick to the specs, i think.

to the "speckies" out there..
take care of ur specs..
I MISS MINE!
huhu

Ko bile lagi Rozie???

Ko bile lagi Rozie?
Dushh..aduiiiiilaaaa
so many ppl asked me this question already.

Still doesnt know what this question is all about..
let me tell u..ENGAGEMENT!!huhu

Last nite, I went to my bestfriends' engangement party..well..not a party, it was actually a kenduri. It might looked like a small wedding or majlis akad nikah if u didnt know it's a majlis pertunangan. So as usual, when i told my fren bout going, the ever-so-famous question would be "Ko bile lagi Rozie?" and to which i would answer "Lame lagilaa" or "Ape tanye aku, tanyela Abg Dzul" ;) ..Guess what my friend answered me back?
"Eii si dzul ni bile lagi..bwk anak dara org ke hulu ke hilir!"
ahakss..n when i did go to the majlis pertunangan, the same question was thrown at me..not only once, or twice, but few times!huhu..

sometimes, i even answered, "eh,kalo bende2 tu tayah pakai duit lame dh tau!" ..hehe
which is correct..cos if u wanna get engaged, and get married, it's gonna cost u more than 20K!Whowwww..gone all the days where marriage only requires "hantaran perkahwinan", small dowries (less than 3k) and small kenduri.


Wish life is as simple as when i was in Uni. yeahh,no need to think bout all those things. Enjoy enjoy enjoy..heheh..that was how i lived my uni life. Might not sounds fair to those who studied so hard (but didnt get the pointer they wanted) rite?As for me, well..i was not really a very the rajin student, always "tuang kelas" and so on, but i did enjoy my uni life to to the maximum. (but sometimes there's a voice in my head saying "kalo aku stadi bebetol dlu, mesti aku bole dpt result gempak") . Yup, it makes me wonder, if i push myself a lil bit more..JUST a lil bit more..what would happen?But, that was the past, so no point regretting rite. Might as well live the live as it is, enjoy it, cherish it, and always appreciate the ppl around you.

To my sayang..no pressure here..im still enjoying my "singlehood"..
..well..for the moment at least ;P

Picture of him ;)

Some of my friends have been asking me 'bout how my Bf looks like.
So, i attached some of my fav pic here. (No photoshop or auditing done)

His pic, during our visit to the zoo, with a camel in the background.

A closer photo

Weekend Blast

Monday, 14th August
Lalalala~im so happy today..despite having one customer quite pissed me off today.but it's ok, i still can laugh bout it.

So..wanna know y im sOOOooo happy?well..hehehe..biase laaa.. my bf came on the weekend!:-)Yeah2..i know i'm sappy but so wut?;P He arrived in front of my house at 2pm. I made him some roti bakar, which turned out quite horrible (wuddya expect, roti bakar turned into "rocks" when it's cold). But we ate it anyway, while sitting in front of Tasik Titiwangsa (yah..mmg jiwang karat pon..deting kt tasik ek??).Then we headed to..(guess where?)..the ever-so-famous JJ wangsamaju.ahaks..i cud hear my fren's voice in my head saying "eh rozie, kalo ko takat nk ajak pakwe ko gi JJ tu je, tayahla ko nk buat roti"..hehe..sorry dear, jaoh2 dtg from ipoh last2 dating kt JJ wangsamaju je ek?..

We went to Midvalley after that, and we bumped into Shant (my colleague) and her bf. Got laughted at today cos we seemed to be "shy2 cat". But dzul n i had fun anyway watching free movie Baik Punya Cilok (coz of Festivel Filem) and Pirates of Carribean (which was, IMHO, awesome and worth every cents we spent on the F&N drinks).

And after that..hurmm..despite me saying i wanna be healthier and stuffs in my prev post, we went to get some burgers at the stall in front of my house!haiiyaaa..there goes my workout..hahahha..nevermind dat, coz i enjoyed the moment, and it really made me realised how much my sayang really sayang me when the "adik jual berger" said "hmm..tgk..sanggup tu kak..naik moto g cni..jaoh tu"(while shaking his head)..from which i replied.."yer2..tau"..huhu..(and of course by bf was out of shot at the time, he was busy washing his hand).So i remind myself..I MUST appreciate the ppl who loves me more..my family, my bf, frens..

The next day..PCFAIR time!!whoaaaa!!!Geramnyeeeeeee!!!I wish i had the cash to buy the notebook, or at least a pc, and also mp3 player (i actually wanted to buy but sumting tragic happened..huhu..)And of course, my "azam" is..nxt time pcfair, im buying, no matter what! (errr...did i mentioned that was also my azam during the previous pcfair?huhu)*sigh*
oyaaa..my mum call me budak gemok coz i sigh A LOT these days..hahaha..maaakkk..sampainye hati!!huhuhu :~~~~Anyhow, we(dzul & i) said our gudbyes later that nite, and so..now im back to my "single-not-available" life.

Btw, nxt week's my pay day..Yeayyyyyyyyyy!!!!! :D bole wat last minute shopping since sale carnival's bout to end.
I'm coming to utp for Sayang's convo nxt week. Omedetto jun-chan! So happy for u (^ - ^)

Wut's The Meaning Of Ur Name?

Can you actually believe that my name is the name of a language??
This is wut i found out when i search for my name in wikepidea.

Lozi language
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Lozi, also known as Silozi and Rozi, is a Bantu language (of the Niger-Congo language family) that is spoken by the Lozi people, primarily in southwestern Zambia and in surrounding countries. Lozi and its dialects are spoken and understood by approximately six percent of the population of Zambia. There are many Lozi speakers in the area around the city of Livingstone in Zambia.
The Lozi language developed from a mixture of two languages: Luyana and Kololo. The Luyana people originally migrated south from the Luba-Lunda empire in the Katanga area of the Congo River basin, either late in the 17th century or early in the 18th century. The language they spoke, therefore, was closely related to Luba and Lunda. They settled on the floodplains of the Upper Zambezi River in what is now western Zambia and developed a kingdom.
The Kololo were a Sotho people who used to live in what is now South Africa. The Kololo were forced to flee from Shaka Zulu's Mfecane during the 1830s. Using tactics they had copied from the Zulu armies, the Kololo conquered the Luyana on the Zambezi floodplains and imposed their rule and language. However, by 1864 the indigenous population revolted and overthrew the Kololo. By that time, the Luyana language had been largely forgotten; the new hybrid language is called Lozi or Silozi and is closer to Sesotho than to any other neighbouring languages in Zambia.
Lozi is also spoken in Zimbabwe, Botswana, and Namibia.

Ppl, be good to me. Afterall, i've got my name written in wikipedia.Ahaks!~ ;P~
So..wut bout ur name??check it out in wikipedia!
P/s:im actively promoting wikipedia today :D

Dehydration

Help!!I'm dehydrating!
My skin's drying as the aircond in my office is super-cool, and my face is starting to look like "orang bangun pagi tak basoh muke tak berus gigi" kind of face (which is kind of sucks coz i do wash my face, and brush my teeth everyday, religiously). The corner of my mouth already showing "sisik", and so is the lid of my eyes.uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i feel soooo ugly laaaa...(eh sayang, dont u dare tell me dat to my face aaa..heheh)..

now..is it really dehydration?From what i know, taken from wikipedia, dis is wut i got:

Dehydration (hypohydration) is the removal of water (hydor in ancient Greek) from an object.
Medically, dehydration is a serious and potentially life-threatening condition in which the body contains an insufficient volume of water for normal functioning. The term "volume depletion" is similar to dehydration, but it refers to the loss of salts as well as water.

Hmm..potentially life-threatening??huhu
come2..let's drink lotsa water!

Oh, btw, i dah koko krunch + milk for breakfast..yummmmm!!
Anyone wanna join?:-D~

Virus Watch

Many of my loved ones are sick today..
my mum, my lil sis, and my dzul..
It's like the virus is spreading everywhere..yeah2..i know i doest sound logical since my family is in kch, while my bf in perak.
Hope they'll get better soon..n take great care of themselves, cos i cudnt be there for them..huhu..
It hurts sometimes when u wish u cud be with ur loved ones when they need us the most..but sadly, most of the times, we cudnt. Reality hurts, huh?
As for myself, im not feeling so great idea, a lil cough, but that's all..
I've promised myself to take greater care of my health, so 2days ago i went to JJ to buy some cereal, oats, milk n what not for (healthier) breakfast. Hm...gotta be more disciplined on that area, cos i stuffed myself with fastfood really nasty well on weekends!heheh..
So to my bf, nxt time u come, let's just let me do the cooking, then we go n eat at titiwangsa, shall we?;)

GSC Free Tickets - For ME!

I love free stuffs..well..who doesnt?Free drinks, free chocolate..yummy!n not to forget...free MOVIE PASSES!well..not THAT free anyway..on the last weekend of july i went out on a date with my boyfriend.As usual, we have our monthly date every end of the month. But if suddenly the weekend doesnt fall on the end of the month, ie payday, we have it at the next weekend. It's quite convenient for both of us actually. We dont have to c each other so much, but we do spend a lot of time on the phone.Anyhow..enuff of that part...

Let me tell you HOW i got the (not-so)free movies passes.

As we (my bf & i) walked to the cinema entrance (we were about to watch Tiger Dragon Gate if im not mistaken), we were approached by a girl, and she gave us a flyer. F&N flyer to be exact. It was a promotion whereby u cud get 1 movie passes by presenting 2 cans of F&N drinks to the booth. Hmm..this is great..that's wut we tot..So after the movie ended (it was a great movie!), we planned to come again the next day..to get our free movie passes of course!

So, the next day, we went to buy 2 cans of F&N drinks. I'm not much a carbonate-drinks drinker, so the F&N drink ended up in the sink at the toilet.Bye2..heheh..Since one person is entitled to get 2 tickets, we bought another 2 cans. So we had 4 cans altogether..means 2 tickets rite? We put the content of the cans in a bottle, cos we were under impression that we had to surrender the cans in order to get the tickets. SO off we went to the counter, and we were quite embarrased when told we cud just bring unopened cans to the counter.. (duhhh..y didnt u tell us THAT earlier?huhu)..Hmm..2 tickets..for the price of 4 cans of F&N = 4.80. Cheap aahh?
Y not get 2 more tickets?After all, one person is entitled of 2 tickets.

Hehe..OF COURSE we went to buy another 4 cans of F&N!
So we got 2 more tickets..n eventhough we were not able to watch any movie for dat day, we cud use the tickets till early sept. Not so bad huh?

For those who missed the opportunity..
Sorry, promotion ended oredi..jgn mara..hehe
To my yayang, let's come n watch movie! :-D

The Fun & Not-So-Fun Life

The FUN part
Alkisah diceritakan seorang innnnnsannn (sila nyanyi mcm lagu ct)ecewah...alkisahnya semalam aku telah pon pergi ke gym..dan berjumpa dengan trainerku yang handsome lagi macho..ihiks <--- gelak gatei(yang..jangan jealous ye..bie cuci mata jek..hihik).Anyway, Im starting a new chapter in my life now..)no..nothing like getting married sort of thing laaa).I registered myself to a gym..Celebrity Fitness a few days ago, and got myself 2 free romantic sessions with the trainer.Actually, I've been wanting to go to a gym in like..500years ago, but back then, I couldnt afford to. Since i got a permanent job now, well..it's time to get off my lazy big butt and exercise, and get fit and get slimmer (i hope).I've been getting sooooo much weight since i got in a lovey dovey relationship (no offense to you yayang), and although i know he'll love me nonetheless, i realised that i need (and i want) to be healthier..betolla kan..if i live longer (insyaAllah), i want to live my life healthy. Nnt cian yayang i nak kene jaga i slalu ek?eheh..anyhow, the training session was fun,and i got to know the right way doing some muscle exercise laa..

Facts: DO you know that we are suppose to exhale when we carry the weight, and inhale when putting it down? We always do the opposite when lifting weight, and it's actually not the right way!hmm..maybe i cud get firmer hand muscles in few months time (tu pon kalau rajin pergi gym laa)
p/s:sayang, watch out for my "powerful" cubit! ;P

The NOT-SO-FUN part
I think most of my friends know that im such a klutz..a lil bit clumsy most of the times, forgetful and all..so here's the storyi went to to tesco after gym last nite..lama dah tau mengidam nak makan sushi..huhuso after pusing2..(yeah..dat's how i am..pusing2 first, THEN only i go n get the things i want to buy)i went to get my sushi, then grab some fruits, and off i went to the counter to pay

on my way...
"OPSS!!Sorry, sorry, sorry"
.....
.........
(no reply)
.............

(deadly stare)

ok ow..im in trouble!

me:"err..sorry..are you ok?"

the chinese lady: "What do you mean are you ok?you mean i HAVE to be okey right??!!if not you have to bring me to the hospital?!"

erkkkkk...What the ...???

me: "errr..sorry"(blah dgn secepat mungkin dari tempat kejadian)

So now u know what i meant by the "not-so-fun" part rite?I dunno if it's plainly because the damn woman is racist (she's chinese, i'm malay, maybe she just dont like malays?) or maybe she is just pissed off at my clumsiness, or maybe that's just the way she is (if that's the matter, she seriously needs an anger management course la)
yup..it seems that i always bump into someone while walking..but then i've never received such harsh words just because of it.

Apa-apa pun, kejadian ini membuatkan aku agak pobia..takut untuk terlanggar chinese (no offense to my chinese frens, but this incident freaked me a little).

Conclusion of the day: Meeting someone is fate, bumping into someone is clumsiness, and got bitchy (sorry 4 d word) words for it is SH*T

My mom, my friend

Some people say, mom is your best friend.
Yes, it’s true for some people, but I’d rather have a mom than my best friend to be my mother. (u get wut I mean?). Now Y would I say that?

Well for me, mom is a mother, and we should regard our mom as our mother, rather than best friend. This may sounds strange for some people who keep insisting mom is our best friend.
U see, best friends may betray you,
They may leave you
A best friend might stab you in the back and act like nothing happened
Or..
Your best friend might even steal your girlfriend or boyfriend!

A mother would never do that to you.
Because she is a MOTHER.
She protects her children, and she’ll be the most loyal to you, her child.She loves UNCONDITIONALLY.
We sometimes hurt our mom, but look at how forgiving she is..because she is a mother. And when u are hurt by the world, mom is the person u seek comfort from. We might not tell everything to our mom like the way we tell our best friends almost everything, but with mom, you could rely on her without saying anything. Cudnt get it?
Ok..let’s take an example..
When ur tired of the world..
Who would u run back to for comfort?
Mom right?(well, that applies to most people with normal background).
Mom’s cookings, love, and even her “bebel” makes u feel right at home, comfortable, nostalgic even.
It happened to me once.
I missed home terribly, and tired of the world (sort of)..
So, I ran back to mom and dad, seeking comfort and sense of belonging.
And as usual of course, being a hardheaded person I am..i made my mom “bebel”-ing at me. And guess what, I just smiled, no, I GRINNED with a stupid expression on my face because I felt sooo happy hearing her bebeling at me!

So..mom
.. Happy Mother’s Day, mak!
I love u..and im sorry for all the things ive done, from the moment i was born, up till now. I might hurt you in the future, or even break your heart, but know that I love you nonetheless.

Havent told ur mom u love her?
Well, what ur waiting for?
She’s not gonna be around forever, (and same applied to us)..
So tell them the simple words, while u have the chance..
Who knows, it might be too late someday!

-Ghozie (as my mum called me), -
-a day after mother's day-

A Day in A Work's Life

Phewww..
At last..a chance to break myself away from my work.
Yup..I am no longer jobless.. I have a job (though it's only on contract basis), and at least i (will) earn a decent salary (at the end of the month). Unfortunately, i will only get dis month's OT at the end of nxt month.*Sigh*..but watever it is, it will not dampen my spirit to work!yeahhh

People will basically say my job is easy..yeahhh..data entry..pretty straightforward huh?buttttt...i dont think it's as easy as ppl might think it is..why?because...not everyone could endure the punishing hours of non-stop typing routine, n u have to continue doing it on and on, hour to hour, day to day..and ur back will hurt like hell!!trust me on that one.it's feels sooooo heavenly when i finally get back home, and lay my aching back on the "toto", and put some 'minyak panas' on it.but, despite all that, i still love what im doing, and i dont mind staying back doing OT.Now here's my equation;

OT=-money
money = shopping

And being a dedicated shopaholic i am, why wouldnt i want the extra money??heheh

Workplace?well..u must have tot it's dull, with everyone staring straight at the monitor, right?nahhhh..my workplace is NOT like that, AT ALL!sure, the fingers are busy dancing on the keyboard, but the mouths?huh, never stop projecting blablabla sounds, and of course, not to forget, the music in the background!pretty nice for an office where u have to do the same routine work everyday huh?

ops..looks like ive gotta go..my work is calling~~

jaaa~~